I dont know why I want to be with him so much. It's like I'm addicted to him. I'm tired of being heart broken because of him. But I just cant stay away from him. I invite him to as many places as I possibly can, just so I can be with him.He know's how much I care about him and how much I want to be with him....so I dont know why I'm so confused.I guess I'm jealous of him. I want his freedom. I want his popularity. I WANT HIS EVERYTHING! I could just dream of one day he would say "here comes my girl" that would be the day when nothing could ever make me wanna be with anyone else. How I long for that day to come...but I know it wont.

I feel myself thinking about him more than I should.
Why do I care about him so much?
Don't ask me, maybe it's the way
He makes me feel when I'm with him.
I hate having such deep feelings for him
Because I know he doesnt feel the same about me.
Why do I keep running back to him?
Why can't I just leave him alone and move on?
He just over power's me with emotion that I
Yearn to hold in my heart forever.
I can never stop loving him. He knows I do.
I wish I could just find it in my heart to tell him
How I feel about him.It strains my heart to think
About it.But it strains my heart even worse to
Hear him talk about these girls he meets at parties
And everything. He doesnt call them girls, he calls
Them baby...."I saw a baby at the party I went to"
I didnt think of it as anything at first....but then he
Explained himself...I felt like shit. Why the hell does
He persist on telling me this?He knows it hurts me.
I cant stand to be hurt by guys anymore. But he is
Just so important to me. I would do anything for him.
It's just so painful....but I can't tell him how I feel.

I need to know so much from you.
Why can't I just ask you what I want to know?
Why can't you just tell me what's on your mind?
You were a stranger to me and yet you stole my heart.
That's why whenever I hear 'All my life' by Kc and Jojo it
always reminds me of you. I listen to the song in repititions
thinking about you, hoping your thinking about me too.
The song doesnt really relate to what we have....but I wish
it did. I wish I could call you mine. I'm so afraid of telling you
how I feel. I will always have that secret in me until the
day I get the strength to tell you.....

I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

When's life's bleak burdens compassed me
And there seemed naught to set me free
'Twas suddenly my Lord appeared
And all the things my life had feared
Were lifted by His tender grace
His holy presence in this place
The sweet security of His love
Had brought me hope and faith anew
My life once more was sweet and fair
Because my precious Lord was there.